R & R

So tonight I spent mostly to myself. Other than a quick shopping trip right after work with Matt. I watched a girly movie. (Here on Earth) I am such a sap. Really I am. All my friends know it. I cried. For anyone who hasn't seen this movie it is a tear jerker. Atleast I found it that way but also we know I am going through an emotional mid-mid-life crisis. Don't worry I am sure it will blow over soon. Maybe watch a few more tear jerkers and I will be back to my normal never crying self. Or maybe, (now this thought just came to me) this is all part of becoming a woman! Crying!! OMG I think I have it. I think this is a moment. I may be a woman now!

It does feel good just to be able to relax and I need to make a point of having time to myself in the future. No more three months of not a single day to myself! Atleast for a while anyway cause we all know I am going to be super busy with Aprils wedding coming up and I am sure that will eat up my time!

Tomorrow night I am going to atempt to bake a cake for Kennys 28th BIRTHDAY!! HAH I said atempt. I am no baker so who knows how this is going to turn out or if it is even going to turn out at all. Wish me luck because I am sure going to need it. The sad thing is I am baking a cake out of a box. The way I am going on makes it sound like I am doing it from scratch. I did bake a cake in March for my step-dads birthday and it turned out really great, but I had Evelynn help me and she wont be here tomorrow. So I will be going solo.

Now another try at an early night so I will leave this as a short post.
Sweet dreams