Faire un effort

Ya the title of my blog today is French. Faire un effort - without making an effort. People reading my blog that don't know me may think I am french. Well I am not. Would be nice if I could speak French. I would love to be able to. Maybe thats why I am going to send Evelynn to a French school when that time comes (will only be too soon) or maybe I am sending to a French school because I see the benefits in it. Ya I think thats the reason.

Well I am starting to feel that about my job. Without effort. Thats not a bad thing just more like I know it so well that I can do a lot of it without even thinking. I have asked my boss to show some of the other stuff people do in the business so I have a better understanding of what goes on. I just want to learn something different. I love learning so much. I want to go to night classes but don't know what to take. Everyone has an opinion on what I should be doing but me. I am left confussed on which path to take. What is the quickest way to reach my goal. hehehe

Anyway, keeping it low-key tonight. I just want to do nothing and relax. I did play cards with Sara until 8. That is fun though, relaxing because I enjoy doing that.

I do believe Spring is here now. Today was a wonderful day. I hope it is nice like this on the weekend. I wish I could have spent more time outside but I have bills to pay and you don't get money to pay those bills by spending time outside. Unless you are a farmer and I am not. Or even a fisherman or grass cutter.

Well, I just want to complain a little about the health care we have here in our fine city. I am abit worried about my mom. You see she has been sick and in pain for sometime now. They are sending her for plenty of test and such, but nothing seems to be getting done about it other then referal after referal. They newest scare (well there are a few) being the large cyst they found on her left ovary. Well she went to the specialist today to discuss this and what her options are what the plan of action is. She goes there only to find that he hasn't recieved any of her information yet. The result being another ultrasound! Can you believe this! Now I don't want to worry people here and I especially don't want to worry her (she doesn't read my blog so I am ok there) but if this is bad and you kow what I mean by bad (c-word) they need to get a move on and quick! 'NOT' do another ultrasound (and wait for that one to get lost)'NOT' refer her to another specialist!!!! BUT get in there and fix her. I do believe that time is of the importance here!! This thing is the size of a plum! A PLUM!!!! inside of her. That cannot be good. My poor mom. She has all these health problems I really feel bad for. I think she is starting to feel like whats the point. She isn't even 50 yet but I know what she is thinking. I want her to care enough to put up a stink though. This is getting a bit crazy that it takes this long for anything to be done or happen. I would ask to go to a bigger near-by city or something. This is her health this is her life we are talking about. Now I know I do tend to be somewhat of a worrier, but really..the size of a plum! Do they need to see another picture of it to know what to do???

*sigh* What can you do what can you do. It really sucks. I just hope she can get better soon cause I am tired of her being in pain all the time and I know that she is too...