14 weeks and some

There are plenty of pregnancy blogs out there so I certainly don’t need to start one. I am only interested in making a few random post about my pregnancy. That way I will sort of have a record of what happened. Sometimes I don’t have a good memory and it is so easy to forget things. I would have thought I would have remembered every detail of my pregnancy with Evelynn…but such is not the case.

I wish I knew how much weight I had gained by 14 weeks with her. I wish I could remember when I felt her kick. It would have been nice if I kept some sort of a journal, and I say that and do nothing this time? What is up with that?

So I am 14 weeks and some. I know I am bigger already. I have been afraid to weigh myself (but know I will get weight tomorrow at my doctor’s appointment). I am bigger than usual to start due to recently quitting smoking and not working out or eating properly. Once upon a time I knew the inside of a gym.

Exciting news to me (and maybe my husband) a lot of my weight gain seems to be in my boobs!! Yeah!! I am pretty sure I have already gone up a cup size. I know that didn’t happen with Evelynn. I didn’t get bigger there until she was born and my milk came in.

14 weeks and some. I don’t know what else to say really, other than I am excited, I am nervous, I can’t imagine another child yet, wondering when I grew up, wondering if I have grown up. Really I am a mom…a mom to a six year old, soon to be a mother of two. How the hell did this happen?? It is great but I am seriously wondering how this has happened?

A moment ago I was dreaming about growing up and wondering what life had in store for me and imagining the children I may or may not have, the home I will make for them…and here it is. No more dreaming it has become reality. Is it strange that it is only now really starting to feel real?