7th one:



Baby come HOME!
Current mood: okay

Tomorrow is the BIG Day. My daughter will finally return from her long Holiday to the UK with her Father. She has been gone for 3 weeks now. They have been the longest and shortest three weeks of my life. I miss her so much. I couldn't sleep last night. Hopefully I will be so tired tonight I wont have any problems with that. It is going to feel so good to hold her in my arms again (if she will let me) For some strange reason my child is not very affectionate. I give her tons of affection so I have no idea why she isn't. Maybe it is just the way she is. She is getting more huggy and kissy. I love it.
It has gone by fast though. like i said before i have been keeping pretty busy. Seems like life is zooming by and I just want it to slow down. i know I am only 23 but there is so much I want to do with my life I worry about not having the time. I want things now and find it hard to wait. i know good things come to those who wait and i really feel that that holds true. But why does it have to take so long!!! hehehe
This summer is going to be so much fun with her too. She will be 3. I have so many fun activities planned for her. I hope we can do them all. Money is a factor. I hate to say it but it can be pretty tight when you are a single parent. If i had all the money i wanted she would be able to do so much. I wish i could put her in classes. Dance or swimming something fun that she would like. I got to do all those things myself as a child. Anything i wanted I got to try. Maybe i can convince her Dad to split on something with me. Maybe...that would be nice.
Ok...now onto today. Let me tell you! It was a crazy busy day at work. We got through it but i know the rest of the week is just going to be nutso. Someone is taking tomorrow off so i will have to help out there. Good news is i have the next day off. Spend sometime with Evelynn. Not sure what to expect though. I don't know if she will sleep Tuesday night. Get up super early. Be in a good mood or grumpy or Happy to see me (I hope)
Tonight I am having some people over to play some games on the playstation. that should be fun. Right now i am waiting for Kenny to come to our now burned dinner. Slow poke! i did a ton of cleaning tonight too. want the place nice and fresh for Evelynn when she comes home. Not that it wont take her a second to make a huge mess. but thats what kids do best.
Hopefully I will still have time to blog when she is back. think i should be ok. Hopefully she will continue to go to sleep on her own in her own bed like she was before she left. But like i said i really don't know what to expect when she comes back.
Anyway...until next time...