Past posts

1st one:



The Start
Current mood: calm
Category: Life


I am going to cut and paste my blogs from my space and post them in here. That way they are not wasted.
So was talking to Aleshia (one of my bestest friends) tonight. Showed her some of the blogs i love to read and she asked me what a blog was. I said kinda like an online diary. She said do you have one? I don't. Never thought i would have anything interesting enough to write about. I don't. But enough people write useless stuff that i got thinking why can't I? It is not like i am going to ask anyone to read it or that i want to be marked on how well i put pen to paper or fingertips to keys in this case. Aleshia seems to think i have enough going on in my life to write about. I am not sure of that but will give it a try.
lets see..should i just jump in and start writing about what i did this week..or give some insight into the kind of person i am and what has happened to shape me today? Maybe that can come little by little.
Well this weekend was kind of a big one for me. I have a new boyfriend and his name is Kenny. well this was the weekend i was to met the two most important women in his life. His Mother and his best friend Dawn. I loved his mom. She is one of those people you are sure you have met before. I don't know why. She was so easy to talk to and settle into such an easy comfort with. i was amazed myself.. Dawn as well was another person i felt at ease with. I gave her a hug when i left and as my friends know i am not a hugger. So as far as i can see things went better than i had expected. I think anyway. I am not sure what i had expecting i am just glad everything went well.
I am not sure how often i will write or even if i will write again...but this is the start..the start is kinda fitting for me as well. There is a lot of starts happening in my life right now. Not that i am starting over or anything but starting to learn. Starting to stand on my own two feet. Starting a relationship. Starting to be strong (some would argue that i have been strong but i believe i have been weak) starting to be positive again. Starting to feel like me. Starting to be comfortable. But not starting over. No not starting over at all. Starting to move on. This is where i am supposed to be. I am starting to feel that (laughs) it feels good.