Getting Set

Soooo...bummed out. Sad because I still have so much longer to go before this little guy gets here...well unless nature takes it in it;s own hands and puts me into labour on my own.

Yesterday I was given my c-section date. I am booked to have this guy 7 am (need to be there for 5 am...ouch!) on June 14th (which also happens to be my birthday)

I am sad because I thought for sure it would be the 10th or June 2nd...I know it is not that big of a difference and shouldn't be so upset by this and I honestly can't answer as to why this has bummed me out so much.

On top of that the baby is still head up (which doesn't matter since I am having a c-section anyway) and also they need to check where the placenta is again in case it has worked it's way into my scar. In that case there is just the worry of my bleeding to death or needing an emergency hystorectomy. EEEEKKK!!

I go for that ultrasound June 8th. I am sure we would have known by now and I am thankful the doctor is being extra careful. Believe it or not I do want another child lol

Everything has been going well just the last few weeks I think my body has really started complaining about the weight gain (don't ask). My hips have vbeen given me so much trouble I feel like an 80 year old lady and should be walking with a cane or walker. This week they don't seem so bad...so I guess is comes and goes.

Matt has been supportive and helpful as usual. Lots of back rubs...I am sooo lucky.

On the weekend I had a surprise baby shower. It was wonderful to see the ladies from work and my friends and mom and mother in law. I had such a good weekend! Even my cousin Andrea came all the way down for it. We were totally spoiled and I am pretty sure we have everything we need for the baby and some!

I am nesting....I think lol. Today I have organized all the baby clothes (which I already washed and folded) have them put away, made the crib up and organized the babies room. All the toys are built we just need the baby now lol

Well I do believe that is all I have to say for today.

Ohhhh one more thing to add...I am 36 weeks but measure 42...so maybe you can understand why I feel so uncomfortable. I wonder how much bigger I could get?? Want to take bets anyone?